Went down to the gym tonight and I decided I wanted to try hard enough to want to puke.  I know, silly.  But I used to work out that hard a lot.  Unfortunately, I was breathing too hard to get that far.  I have to work out hard because I don't get to work out very often, but because I don't work out often, I can't work out all that hard.  I'm still carrying about 20 pounds too much, and if I don't come up with more time to do it right, I'm gonna start looking for the best diet pills.